Sunday, November 19, 2006

继续?放弃?

周六,
早上到学校开会
来了一位学会的顾问,
身为organizing主席的我,
顿时压力重重,
但还好没事发生...
下午则和家人到海边...
一个乡村...
风景蛮美得,
但忘了带相机
可惜...
晚餐则在乡村内吃海鲜,
一个字形容...


今天一大早,
就参于一项CAP Cycling Campain
顾名思意
是骑脚车的运动...
感觉还不错
槟城路上顿时没有了车
静静地....

至于"她"呢,
我重于明白了...
但在"继续"和"放弃'之间,
我坚持继续...
继续...
继续...

Friday, November 17, 2006

希望,梦想,飞翔

最近,
我的部落个都用华语来写
以前的我连汉语拼音都不会写...
因为发现华语可以"美化"整篇文章
而且发觉华语好像退步了
虽然每次都用很长的时间来写
但是希望可以提高华文
整晚躺在床上,想了想
终于知道为何不敢联络她(虽然她好像在暗示)
其实我是怕她拒绝
那太痛苦了!!!
有时很想问她
她认为我是个怎样的人?
她可能看到我的blog(虽然可能性很低)
但仍然希望她能回答我的问题...
希望...
梦想...
飞翔...

Thursday, November 16, 2006

也许因为她吧

其实我还不太认识她...
补习时才看到她
我注意她很久了
快2年了吧
算一见钟情吧
凯铭他们最近一直要撮和我们
害得我多尴尬
我拿不出勇气...
她也许认为我是个胆小鬼
我的勇气跑到哪了
面对她,
我拿不出勇气
以前的我多勇敢
现在的我多脆弱
最近,
做事都blur blur
脑里都不知在想什么?
也许因为她吧

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

开口好难...

每次我想更懂你,
我们却更有距离
是不是都用错言语 也用错了表情
其实我想更懂你,
不是为了抓紧你
我只是怕你会忘记 有人永远爱着你
我的视线没有能勇气 面对你
这就是你 这就是我 我们之间的互动
这就是 我的内心 请你仔细的剖
我试过好多次的机会想要触碰你手
我也希望说话可以不让你心烦
对你开口好难 ...
好难...
好难...
我的人生 我的个性 其实没那么烂
In this life our love is in our hearts
to see though people change the future
still inside of me
we must remember that tomorrow comes after the dark
but i got something trapped in my heart
so i got something to say
whenever you come
and i''ll right here waiting for you

Sunday, November 05, 2006

Care about them

Just attend a seminar about HIV/AIDS
Quite touching
A lot of activiti running.
Quite boring sometime
but at least after this workshop,
I know what a feeling of a person who having HIV+
I know more and more about this disease which incourable.

Quite emotional when a woman with HIV+ share her experiences with us
They told us how the people look them, how the people treat them even her mother-in-law treat him badly.
Why?
Why we treat them like that?
What is your feeling when some other people also treat you like that?
Why can't we accept them?
Why we can't treat them like a very normal person?
They are still human with feelings!

After the workshop,
I want to join the CASP and become a sukarelawan.
But for my age,
I think my parent will be shock and disagree with my thinking.
So, I just throw this things away from my mind.
Wait until I'm grow up.

Friday, November 03, 2006

New challenging had started

It was quite long I didn't update my blog.
The end of october and starting of november.
My bored life will ended and need to take tuition again.
November,
tution already started
need to read again
physics,chemistry,biology,math,add math...
My tuition teacher keep on saying that F3 and F4 will be totally different.
So, what I need to do is prepare for my f4 life.
I know it will be more challenging.
I want to get top 100 in my school.
I had prepare to overcome all this challenge.
I will beat it.